真的是好久好久没有写日志了，大脑都感觉短路了很多，不知道该怎么样写出一篇文章，那就比较随性的写点吧。
近来的状况有点麻烦，爱情上自己提出了放手，因为距离遥远，个性上的差异，担心将来在一起会不开心，真的很难过，伤害了深爱我的人，可能这是我很理性的结果吧，或许将是我这辈子最懊恼的决定了，但是既然经过深思熟虑，最终选择了放手，就继续往前走了，希望她可以找到一个对她好的人，离她近点的人，能给她幸福。我很爱你，但是现实比较残酷，我不想将来我们不开心的度过我们剩余的人生，个性跟家庭环境以及距离都是我考虑过的。
工作方面的话，已经准备好辞职了，大概还有半个月左右，我就可以暂时告一段落了，至于下一站，还没有决定，感觉自己很迷茫吧。选择有两个，一个是回家，寻求一份安稳的工作，安稳的度过一生。另一个选择就是继续在外打拼，就是继续做软件开发这一行。
现在考虑的是，要是我回去了，我的将来就是在一个小县城，娶个老婆，然后度过一生了吗。如果我继续留在杭州，不知道可以做到什么时候能让我安稳下来，蜗居个几年，到了年纪很大的时候，还在寻找老婆在哪里。经过了一年的职场生涯，感觉程序员接触面很小，接触到的人很少，跟社会的层次拉的比较开，思想上不能到达一个更高的层次，要是做个几年，自己定型了，到时候做不下去程序了，自己可以去做什么，还能跟人竞争的过吗。自己对软件开发只能是应用的层次，因为不喜欢整天都在研究这个，估计是到达不了比较牛X的层次了，所以觉得前途比较不乐观。其实都不想给自己找理由，只要是别人可以的，我想我也可以。
或许可以考虑下怎么样能更快的提高自己吧，不再慵懒，勤奋的去学习新的知识。希望每天能学习到新的知识，时间过的真的很快，或许不久的未来我就会在感叹我怎么老的这么快呢。趁年轻的时候多学习点知识吧。
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